Monday, March 17, 2014

Wisdom of Trajectories

7 centered pain
is the pain of being numb, of stoicism, the pain of being a sheep, the pain of being competitive, the pain that comes from how mental decision making meets resistance. . .

9 centered pain
is the pain of waking up, like when you get pins and needles as the circulation comes back.
It's also the sweet pain of connecting with how it hurts to not love your uniqueness.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Lunar Node Knows

My north and south nodes...the nodes of the moon.
Great insight, and inspirational remembering.

With North Node in Capricorn, our South Node is in Cancer. With North Node in the tenth house, our South Node is in the fourth house.

A tendency to be overly attached to our childhood and past, to be dependent on others and avoid accepting responsibility for our lives, to fear rejection to an extreme thereby missing opportunities, and to be overly focused on emotional problems are some of the issues this position suggests. With this position, we need to take charge of our lives and accept responsibility for our actions. We may too easily blame our past or focus on our insecurities and emotional difficulties instead of moving forward and learning to depend on ourselves. We want to feel secure more than anything, but security can only come once we let go of our dependencies and carve out a life that reflects a true feeling of responsibility to ourselves as well as to others. We are more aware of our emotions than most people, but in order to grow, we must learn to strike a balance between sensitivity and responsibility. We cannot use our sensitivity as a crutch, although we may spend the first half of our life trying to do so! Recognition will come, at some point in our journey, that clinging to the comforts of childhood will in fact hold us back from achieving a comfortable future! By defining solid goals and a mature direction in our lives, as well as letting go of some of our over-attachment to our childhood, we will be able to achieve the financial and emotional security that we so crave.

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Monday, March 3, 2014

The Double Cross Penetrates

~~~~~~~~ what is coming together in my subconscious

To see a telephone pole in your dream symbolizes some spiritual communication. If you see a row of telephone poles, then it represents your connections to others. 

The Cross of Lorraine consists of one vertical and two evenly spaced horizontal bars. It is a heraldic cross, used by the Dukes of Lorraine. This cross is related to the Crusader's cross, and the six globes of the Medici family.

The Lorraine cross was carried to the Crusades by the original Knights Templar, granted to them for their use by the Patriarch of Jerusalem.[2][3]
In the Catholic Church, an equal-armed Lorraine Cross denotes the office of archbishop.

King of the World.
Duke of Lorraine, Knights Templar, Jesus Christo.

 The Mystery is ever present,
we can indulge, or not, 
in joy and in the suffer.