Saturday, December 21, 2013

The Solstice, the Dead and the Quiescence

 In the beginning was the Quiesence.

There was a silence that stretched like an arch across eternity – it was perfect and unbroken.

At once, somehow out of the Quiesence there came an emanation – the mysterious rising of an event horizon – a draped dawn across the ceiling of consciousness.

The (To Know To Feel To Deduce) Revolution

Check out: Richard Rudd,
Human Design,
Nassim Haramein,


Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Understanding The Ineffable

 the IMAGE

 Thunder over the lake:
 Thus the superior man
 Understands the transitory
 In the light of the eternity of the end.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Human Design, and the POP! culture

“The Force is what gives a Jedi their power. It’s an energy field created by all living things. It surrounds us and penetrates us. It binds the galaxy together.”
- Obi- Wan – Jedi Knight

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Love ReAwakening Again and Agian

Our essential aloneness (or should I say existential aloneness) is triggered by the combination of the 39/55 in the Individual circuit ( I have to struggle on alone) and the 37/40 Communal circuit (I need others to love and support me).
So that I may not forget.

We are beginning to create our Godself.  
And that means 
we must release our 
on what we have
 till now
 held onto as

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Thank you, Rob Brezny.

Pisces Horoscope July 24th 2012

Should you be worried that a venomous spider has crawled into your shoe while you were sleeping? Just in case, should you flip your shoe upside-down before putting it on each morning? My studied opinion: hell, no. The chances of you being bitten on the foot by a venomous spider lurking in your shoe are even less than the possibility that you will be abducted by an alien who looks like Elvis Presley and forced to sing a karaoke version of Beyonce's "Single Ladies" at an extraterrestrial bar. And if you are going around filled with delusional anxieties like that, you will definitely interfere with life's current predilection, which is to give you a cleansing respite from your fears as well as immunity from harm. 

Perfect Timing, All Ways.



Thursday, May 30, 2013

Mutants and the Mechanism

This is what life is built on. 
The whole mechanism
 is built logically, 
and the life,
 lived abstractly.

And then, of course, is the real problem for the collective: It‘s individuality, pure
mutation. Pure mutation operates in a pulse. So we have the cyclical (abstract processes), we have the
fixed patterns (logical processes), and we have the pulse of the individual: it‘s there and it‘s not; it‘s there and it's not.

Now, of course,
the mutation doesn't have to be some kind of grand mutation. That mutation taking
hold is what, within individuality, we call knowing. And the thing to recognize about
knowing is that knowing has an existential appearance. In other words, it literally
comes out of nowhere

It‘s a brake that holds that aspect back from functioning correctly,
because it cannot function, it cannot operate correctly until it KNOWS. Otherwise, it is
uncertain. For somebody like me who is an individual and a knower, in my ordinary
life I say, ―I don't know‖ much more often than I say ―I know. Because this ―I don't
know, is simply that there is no direction.

Because the moment you enter into something correctly,
the knowing is inherent in the system.

In other words, it is correct action, and
through the continuity of the vehicle and the way in which we operate holistically,
this is a healthy and correct thing to do and you're not going to have this dilemma.
But, it becomes so uncomfortable for the not-self that carries individuality, always
pretending that they have made up their mind. This is what happens to individuals.
Individuals become pretend-collective. They pretend that they‘ve actually worked it
out as pattern, or they look back into their own experience. But this has nothing to
do with knowing.


Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Mutation: Macro


We are a deeply complex
species. It‘s one of the
dilemmas that arises out of
the mutation that's taking
place in the Solar Plexus system,
the way in which we are having a transition in the way our mental system operates; we‘re moving further and further away from this basic, survival foundation. And of course, this is where we go
into very, very risky areas, like the difference between left-minded and right-minded beings. Right-minded beings don't know how to concentrate on their strategic survival; this is the strategic survival zone of the vehicle. It‘s what‘s there to keep us (d'NewAeon) alive.

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Fogged Memories Begun

Mystery Number One: The Mist Of Manannan 

In Britain and in Ireland the unique set of atmospheric conditions give us fog or mist so it is only natural that the Celts would consider this mist that always surrounded them to be a great way to communicate with the great mysteries of the world.

In mythologies mists are described as the places where the gods would hide, the barrier between this world and the Otherworld and also a way to get to and from the Otherworld.

The mist is named for the God of the Sea Manannan. In the mythologies when people from the Otherworld come to this world they come with the mist, the Druids are then called upon to see where this mist is coming from, to interpret what it means and to communicate with the beings who had come with it. So it could be a form of divination.

“And so, perhaps, the truth winds somewhere between the road to Glastonbury, Isle of the Priests, and the road to Avalon, lost forever in the mists of the Summer Sea.”
― Marion Zimmer Bradley, The Mists of Avalon 

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Intention and Happenstance

Channel 30-41 is the Channel of Recognition through which we discern the potential experiences that are offered to us, and feel within ourselves how much we are drawn to a particular experience and how much attention and intention we are going to commit to it, or not.

        There are two ways to enter into any experience, the one, where you are not sure if having the experience is a good idea, and question what everyone might say about you if you do it, so even if you do undertake the experience, your approach is half-hearted at best, and you never derive a sense of completion or fulfillment from what happens. The other way to enter an experience is with totality; you weigh up your feelings and come to a point of emotional clarity, then make a jump, a quantum leap into the experience. Whatever happens within the experience, you come out of it with a sense of completion that opens you to all forms of new experiences with an added confidence.

Pressure Baby, Pressure Pressure. 

Put gold stars on 16-22 July, and keep in mind that you will have all of June, July until early August to take advantage of the poetic aspects at play in the universe. They will link your houses of international travel, publishing, broadcasting, academia and legal matters (where Saturn is based), to your house of creativity and artistic expression and romance (where Jupiter is based). The last leg of this dazzling triangle will be in your first house of personality (where Neptune is currently based in Pisces) and this proves the power of your determination and drive will allow you to direct this energy in any way you please.  


Friday, May 24, 2013

Neux Wave-Aeon

Emotional beings are here to know the pain and pleasure of need, passion and desire. To be correct when you ratchet, snap, spike, lock, crash and explode. Then it’s not just right for the individual, but for all those that have to deal with that being. Emotional beings are told in any analysis of their design to only trust what you feel. It is important to recognize that the awake emotional being transforms the planet we live on and changes the frequency.
Half the generators are emotional. This is the emotionalization of frustration. It is a thick soup that we can barely get through. All you can do is follow your line of geometry and see where it takes you. It’s one by one. One emotional person at a time coming to grips with what it means to be an emotional being.

 With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility. The filaments lit up inside myself, you, the Other, by the positions of vast armies of neutrinos, both concentrate and dispersed, are each the harbinger of duty and destiny.

Kinesis is the movement of the vessel with the coded filament...the spectrum appears in multiple axes in a vast array of dimensionality, because there is such infinity for movement. The wonder in and of itself is here on the physical-manifest plane, a plane tucked in and out of all other planes, that showcases such majestic architecture for the utter divinity that is inside the vessel, and yet, what the vessel cannot so well comprehend. . .

Each undertaking of one's life as a God. Requires that one takes responsibility for each Filament in the as much knowledge as one's Filament permits. Follow the fractal that is in the core. Even if that fractal lies on the wave of a buckwild oceanic flaming bird.


Thursday, May 23, 2013

A Child of the Sea

I am an emotional being (defined solar plexus) and the most intense emotional channel according to HD.  My experience from riding this wave has brought me great knowledge about my emotions.  I had the tendency to question myself, over and over and over again. This is when I was in the lowest point of my wave. And this wave showed up in cycles: within the day, the week and/or the month.  The moment I questioned myself, I was in my emotional wave. I was going lower; completely overwhelmed and plunging into darkness.  Every time that low in my wave was showing up, my tendency was to diagnose a depression and questioning: “how come I am not able to heal it, to make it go away?”  Now, I detoxified myself from this
questioning. Now, I let it be. Now, I keep the questioning to the minimum. Now, I experience the wisdom that this state can bring me. Now, I know that this is temporary. I wait for the wave to go up and I am enthusiastic again. All this knowledge helped me release my toxic thought pattern and enhanced my communication with my family and friends into positivity.

My Open Head Love

Welcome to Human Design. Per Human Design, we are all “lit up”
by neutrinos. Whether they are solar, terra or cosmic neutrinos,
we do not know. Neither do we know whether they are electron,
tau or muon neutrinos that light us up. One fact is that Human
Design popped up after the Supernova1987A in 1987. 
This Supernova caused an influx of neutrinos to rain onto Earth.
Now, take a light bulb, look for the filaments …screw in the bulb,
turn on the light and the filament lights up. See how much of the
room lights up. Now, imagine a person’s body with 64 filaments,
4 of which can combine to a total of 10 combinations (Spectrum of Individuation). Plug this body into the cosmos socket and this person lights up with a personality, thoughts, strengths, fears, knowledge, weaknesses and energy field.  
Light does not go through matter, neutrinos do. About 100 billion
solar neutrinos can go through 2 centimeters of one finger every
Neutrinos Interpreted

Multiply this by the surface area of your body and the total is
gazillionsof neutrinos go through our body.  And we are not even
If neutrinos light us up and gazillion neutrinos go through our bodies per second, and we do not all light up the same way, one can then assume that we have certain receptors to catch these neutrinos within our bodies to make who we are. What these receptors are, we cannot answer either. We do know that once we look at someone’s Human Design we continue to be amazed at the make up of each person: we can truly say that each person is a beautiful and individual being in their own way, a piece of the puzzle of humanity.

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Monday, May 20, 2013

Late, May I Transitionall?

"Between now and early August you are likely to have your eyes opened to many things in your life that, looking back, you’ll realise you were inexplicably unaware of.  The truth of who we are and how we live will seem like a different country by then.  And in the meantime, we are asked to look beyond the limitations facing us to find what Saturn, the archetypal teacher, is asking us to attend to.
There will be a revelation, some great personal and collective gifts, and a new sense of purpose for us to uncover.

When we perceive opposition we are really seeing diversity, a beautifully spun fractal of light in all it’s infinite colours.  Rather than fighting it, or trying to control it, we can simply appreciate it’s difference and carry on with our own lives. Our diversity will carry us in different directions, as indeed it’s meant to do.  We are not all meant to be standing together as one, looking in the same direction and holding hands.  Each one of us has our unique take on life, our unique offering and path.

Pluto is an extremely concentrated power, sub-atomic and hidden within the most innocuous things.  He brings to the surface material that needs to be eliminated from our lives. Releasing the unconscious fear of death, limitation and opposition is opening us up to a new creative energy that will change life on this planet.  We are already seeing the first waves of this potent force.

Although it sounds like a bad thing, this is the point in our lives where creativity arises.  This place of fear.  But in our death-denying culture we’ve been taught to reflexively reach for packaged solutions rather than go within.  This immense creative power is not yet in our own hands.  This transit is likely to change that.

The Root Centre brings pressure into our lives – the pressure to take action, to re-act.   What might arise from the depths of your being if you chose instead to hold to your your own timing and awaited your own inner response, allowed a more conscious knowing of the situation?  This is our challenge, to be open to the power of what arises when we resist the ingrained pressure to react to fear without first knowing what it truly represents in our lives. "


M .A. R

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Thursday, May 16, 2013


                       The Seven Hermetic Principles:


Mentalism:  The All is Mind; The Universe is Mental


Correspondence:  As Above, So Below; As Below, So Above


Vibration:  Nothing Rests, Everything Moves


Polarity:  Everything is Dual, Everything has Polar Opposites.


Rhythm:  Everything has its Tides and Motions, Rhythm Compensates


Causation (Karma):  Every Cause has its Effect; Every Effect has its Cause. Nothing escapes the Law


Gender:  Gender is in Everything; Gender manifests on all Planes

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Thee Qingdom

 [Jesus said]: "Let him who seeks not cease until he finds, and when he finds he shall wonder; wondering he shall reign, and reigning shall rest."  

Monday, May 6, 2013

Majesty Moves Me

"Majesty is the kinesiology of God."

Serpentile Sheddings

What is really interesting is that these abilities will strengthen and new ones reveal themselves as the Indigo ages. Many Indigo psychic abilities are ‘locked away’ until the individual reaches a certain age- usually around age 28 or 29. This is a built-in ‘safety feature’ because the mental maturity to handle these gifts isn’t really complete until the late twenties or early thirties. All Indigos will have an Dark Night/Awakening experience around this time. This coincides with their Saturn’s Return, where their True Mission manifests itself, and they have had enough time and experience as adults to try, test, fine-tune and learn to trust their innate psychic and intuitive abilities. Younger Indigos may be aware of their mission from childhood, but until this period of their life, they may have difficulty staying on course because of their innate curiosity and love of experiment and exploration. The return to the inner mission can be rough. The apparent lateness of this ‘bloom’ or Awakening is due to the longer lifespan of surviving Indigos, but this period is experienced by all people, Indigo or not. Even the early Alpha and Beta generations will live considerably longer than their peers, and will exhibit a youthful appearance well into middle age.

The thirties are a decade of rediscovery and recovery of the extremely high-end psychic abilities, like instant access to the Akashic realms, real time remote viewing, Clear channeling and interaction with inner Guidance, instant assessment of people’s thoughts and intent, deliberate synchronicity (sheer ‘dumb’ luck) simultaneous time-hopping (paralleling) and other intriguing Gifts. The healing gifts uncover themselves in the third decade also. These youngsters will grow up to become formidable healers, should they choose to fine-tune this particular gift. Most of the thirties will be spent discovering and fine tuning these spiritual Gifts. The fun really begins in the early forties, and the high power aspects of the mature Indigo begin to emerge. So, if your kid seems to be brilliant, but scattered slacker, or turns his or her nose up at traditional education and career opportunities, take heart- the mature inner core soul knows how to bide its time, and will do so, although it might be frustrating for you at times. Remember- it is their life, and they chose to return. You were their guardian and teacher.




the solar plex rev.

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"Some consider Indigos to be bizarre. These assertive individuals are born with their spiritual memories intact. Many parents report that their Indigo children regale them with vivid details of past lives or recent encounters with spiritual beings."

All Indigos have clear memories of past lives (although we don’t think of them as ‘past’), sometimes bringing confusion to us as youngsters. If our physical appearance or gender is different, we may remark upon it or even complain about it until our identity settles in at our seventh year. I was born a blonde, blue-eyed Nordic female, but always saw a stranger in the mirror as a child, because ‘my’ hair was supposed to be black and straight, my skin brown, and I was supposed to be a boy! ("That’s not me!" I don’t look like that!" I used to say, to my mother’s bewilderment.) It took me a while to get used to my appearance, gender, and its limitations. I am comfortable with myself, now. Even so, some Indigos cling so tightly to their ‘old’ identity that they may suffer from gender dissonance, and may even get their gender changed.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

The Flaming Eyes Flutter

Time and space and consciousness and material form are all a single fluid mechanics in Human Design. In that clockwork flow, measured by the stars and solar system in an ocean of both photons and neutrinos, evolution happens when the earth orbit reaches a precise position in space and time. Evolution randomly mutates to specific deadlines! And late in March 2027...In March 2027...phoenixes. Phoenixes.

"This new awareness cannot operate until the cosmic clock is ready for it. It is there in mythology – the Age of Aquarius, the New Age, The Matrix, X-Men, Harry Potter, Vanilla Sky, we are talking about a disintegration of reality as we know it, and autistic people do not care for our reality because we experience a world of love and connection externally to their bodies. Autism is love, ask my wife, my children, but it is not competence in human terms except in the absurd crap that passes for academic stupor. A new form of INTELLIGENCE gives Rain Man, and me, some abilities that we presume are neo-cortex, because we only know of that."

At times the founder of HD, Ra Uru Hu, has implied even our domestic and industrial garbage is some art form that will nourish some future form of life, and he is very clear that all art is excrement. My reply is that we appear to all be dung beetles!


In my latest thread "Reconciling God and Science" in the Spirituality forum I coincidentally touched on the indole molecule in the company of the peptides found in the gut. Indole is a product of putrefaction and also the molecular nucleus for certain hallucinogenic compounds: the Lysergines (LSD); Ibogaine; Dimethyltryptamine (DMT); Psilocybin etc., not to mention the purple dye Tyrian Purple. The peptides found in the gut are essentially the same as the neuropeptides found in the brain.

Tyrian purple. And "Bunk" DNA

May Day Transitionals

1st May – Sun (24.2) and Mars (24.1) opposite Saturn (44.1) and trine Pluto (38.1)~
  our mind wants to understand what’s going on, but the incoming energies are not so accessible in that way.   Around this period we must balance our fear of the unknown with our intuitive knowing that something wonderful is happening.  We also need to honour it’s power.
The Sun and Pluto accentuate the power struggle and desire for personal freedom and self actualization.  The Root Centre brings a pressure to do things the way you’ve been taught by your ‘tribe’, so breaking free from this conditioning rather than rebelling is a powerful choice.  The Saturn activation in Gate 44 – Coming to Meet – tips us into a new relationship with the feminine, opens us to the power of creating directly from the void rather than from the ‘traditional’ patriarchal sources.

 Know Thyself

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Quote of this Moment: Messenger

Integration is a lives-long process that involves the discernment, analysis, then synthesis of the inevitably accumulated experience of interaction between You and the Other.


Monday, April 29, 2013

The Mind is Not my Authority

our inspiration is coming from within us. It isn‘t coming from out there. It‘s coming from within; we store everything. We don't access everything, but we take it all in. It's out of that that comes our possibilities of clarity, of doubt, of thinking.


Tuesday, April 23, 2013

Differentiation is All the Same Really

"You are an aperture through which the universe is looking at and exploring itself."

Alan Watts

Monday, April 22, 2013


Individuals don't care about many things. 
They care about their thing.

To be in this fractal line of deep individuation, there isn't room to care much for anything else but the self. Even those individuals who are all about universalizing their experience are still doing just that-- still doing what is deeply caught up in their experience. Anything and everything is so deeply tainted by their individuation lens that touching the Other, inevitably, is often downright baffling. And very necessary. For without the Other, the tribals, the individuals, the collective peoples, the fierce individuals wouldn't be. Very simple to me now. In practice it is still so funny, so queer. 

I ruminate, self righteous, egomaniacal tendency(s) of mine, so viscous and thick in my bloodways.

It is really wonderful when the individual, the crux of its own mutation, gets to meet the Other. When mutants touch the Other, be it the tribe, the collective, or another mutant. The touching is nice, inevitable, fuzzy warm. And it goes well along with the change-as-the-only-constant whorl of a biverse-universe we live in. 

Individuals can't care about many things.
They care about their own thing.


>>M .A. R>>

Saturday, April 20, 2013

Individuation: The Mutant Individual Stream

All learning, real learning, takes seven years. It takes seven years to change approximately all of the cells in the body. We live in a seven year cycle. The moment that you begin to come to your own nature, the moment that you allow your body to live its life without resistance, you begin a deep process of deconditioning. Seven years later, you emerge, quite literally, as a new being: yourself. It's one of the great jokes that human beings don't get to live out their own lives. It is because of that, that they don't get to live out their own lives; that life seems to be such a difficult experience for them. We know that there is a lot of stuff around about being yourself. It is all fine and good for somebody to stand up and tell you to be yourself, but you have to know who that self is.

 Quote(s) in early sunshine soaked self-love rumination:

" I'm not going to tell you how to live your life, what to do, whom to do, where to do it. I'm not a dictator. Perhaps the only way I am a dictator is in regard to my self. . ."

 "I am only my own dictator. And even in that capacity I'm lazy and rebellious and largely out of control."

amour de soi meme
y para ti
<M.A. R>

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

<+The Heart Girl with a Serpent Is My Name+>

the Serpent doesn’t really sleep, it is we who are asleep to its presence and potential blessing

Alchemy can be seen as a sort of depth psychology. Alchemical symbols function as archetypes and exist within every human being, and that alchemy can have the key to unlocking an understanding of the innermost and unconscious part of the psyche, which is supposed to be the main part of our being (using the analogy with the iceberg, 90% of which is hidden under the sea).

From a 19th C. Alchemical Text

 The mundane Nature-Spirit: (1) pours itself into the Central-Fire of
the earth, (2) starts working in that fire, (3) is bound in mercurial
moisture and liquid form, (4) is impelled to and fro, through the
Archaeum of the Earth, as a saturated wind, (5) is congealed by
Saturn, and (6) is thrown to the ground in front of the Alchemist,
like the true metallic gore (the metal's seed).

The Alchemist: (1) recognizes this as the most valuable treasure on
earth, (2) takes it home joyfully, (3) inserts it into the glass
coffin, (4) binds it with the gaseous Mercury, (5) seals the coffin,
(6) watches the black Raven grow in the putrefaction, (7) is reborn
in the Paradisiacal Kingdom to corporal Diana, and (8) is crowned as
the  Child  of  the  Sun.

"The Human Design System is a reading of your genetic code. The star fields create your shape as you grow and are then born. This shape indicates your essential truths. These essential truths are simple because they are mechanical. What is mechanical in us, the way in which our genes operate, is that the moment we try to interfere with their operation we descend into a life of confusion, chaos, and pain. In the end, they will have their way.We are passengers in these bodies. We are passenger consciousness experiencing the life. Buddha taught that the body is not yours. It is not. Yet at the same time, we are totally dependent on it. That is the tragedy of a sick body. We are totally dependent on our vehicles. To learn how to operate them properly, and it is really to learn how to allow them to operate properly, immediately brings benefits. This is not complex and it will not be in complex language. It is very straightforward and very logical. It is accessible to anyone of any age. Anyone can have access to this knowledge. This is not simply about saying, "Aha, I'm this or that". It is about having the opportunity to do something with knowledge; to be able to act on it. In acting on it, in experimenting with its logic, a remarkable experience of finding and ultimately living one's true life can occur.

All learning, real learning, takes seven years. It takes seven years to change approximately all of the cells in the body. We live in a seven year cycle. The moment that you begin to come to your own nature, the moment that you allow your body to live its life without resistance, you begin a deep process of deconditioning. Seven years later, you emerge, quite literally, as a new being: yourself. It's one of the great jokes that human beings don't get to live out their own lives. It is because of that, that they don't get to live out their own lives; that life seems to be such a difficult experience for them. We know that there is a lot of stuff around about being yourself. It is all fine and good for somebody to stand up and tell you to be yourself, but you have to know who that self is.

Life is a duality. It is revealed through our moralities. There is always going to be this and that. There is always going to be the good and the bad. There is always going to be success and there is always going to be failure. It is the nature of what it is to be human and to live out the spectrum of human experience. " -Ra Uru Hu

64 Codons of the DNA Genetic Code
64 Hexagrams of the I Ching

The basis of kabbalah is that through increasing levels of density, humanity came into its present state of physical incarnation and psychic evolution. Through rituals, exercises, and meditations, the energy latent in creation generally, and the body of the practitioner in particular, can be “awakened”, purified, and directed. This energy can then be used for spiritual development, psychic expansion, or physical health and improvement.

the FOUR elements: 
The Divine mind of God, the Absolute, or in Hebrew the Ain Soph Aur (Limitless Light), through a series of expansions and contractions establishes the boundaries of Creation. The first world is the most subtle, and closest to the original state of non-existence, and is Atzilooth. This is called the world of Fire, because of the lively, undefined, and almost uncontrollable nature of fire. Next is Briah, or the World of Archetypes and forms as our human mind can grasp them. It is symbolized as the World of Air, and is the result as a barrier world that is formed by the creation of the next World, Yetzirah, or Water. This is the highly psychic and emotionally charged world immediately behind the veil of material existence, or Assiah. Also known as the World of Earth, because of the solid, concrete nature of material life.

The purpose of this scheme, is to show that creation occurs in increasingly dense levels of energy-matter, from the most subtle, or Fire, to the most dense, or Earth. Within this context of increasing density, there also arises a series of ten planes or levels of consciousness which combines with energy-matter, known as Sepheroth, or spheres of being. They occur in a pattern of: unity, reflection, polarity, reflection, polarity, unity, reflection, polarity, unity, and finally materialization. This basic idea of unity-polarity-and re-harmonizing, is the basis of kabbalistic and alchemical practices, and is derived from the observation of Nature.

In the mineral realm the dominant energy is that of Earth, a little Water, and very little Air or Fire. In the vegetable realm, the dominant energy is Water and Air, but little Fire and Earth. In the animal realm, the dominant force element is Fire, then Air, but little Earth. These qualities need to be understood as they have been defined for the following information to be of any use to the practicing, or aspiring, Hermeticist. For example, using the above definitions, we can say that the plant realm has an abundance of instinctual energy (Water) and intelligence, i.e. a specific function (Air), but little direct energy (Fire), as this is received passively from the sun; and little hard, physical, matter (Earth).

This original undifferentiated energy from creation is often called in Indian philosophy, and modern occult, and New Age circles, as akasha, or Spirit. However, akasha, consists of two aspects, one active as we have noted, Niter, and the other passive, Salt. The energies of Niter are also referred to as the force of Kundalini, or spiritual forces. In alchemy, this is the Secret Fire. To the Salt, belongs the force of Prana, or Vital Energy. 

This ‘zigzag’ of Creation is called the “Lightning Flash”. The return of energy from dense matter, back through the various stages, Sepherith, and Worlds of Creation is known as the “Path of the Serpent” because of its reverse, or complimentary ‘zigzag’ nature back up this diagram called the Tree of Life.

For the alchemist, somewhere between the third and fourth level, or sphere of creation, energy takes on the characteristic that will allow for the formation of matter at some future state, or level ten. This energy is called Prima Materia, Chaos in the Bible, Spiritus Mundi (Spirit of the Earth), and others. Here, duality is made complete, and genuine polarity exists, as opposed to simple the potential, or idea, of polarity that had existed previously. Energy is divided into active and passive modes, with the active energy constituting the energies of life, and the passive one the energy of matter.

 The effects of the Secret Fire however, and not its re-distributive effects on the Vital Energy, can create the following phenomena:
  • Intense pains suggestive of an illness
  • Crawling sensations of ants or small bugs over the skin, as well as a ‘jumping’ sensation of the energy
  • A feeling of crystal clear calmness and tranquillity, rise from center to center to the top of the head
  • Ascending in the famous ‘zigzag’ or Rising Serpent pattern
  • The energy can skip a center or two
  • The energy can reach the top of the head in a flash of light
  • The character attributes of both positive and negative are exaggerated and sexual power is increased.

The wise shall exercise dominion over the stars. As we correct the astrological imbalances (i.e psychic centers or chakras) within ourselves, astrological conditions outside have less of a negative effect on us. We gain dominion over the ‘stellar’ forces and can “make the sun shine in our oratory when we will it so.

For Zoroaster, holiness meant also abundance, growth, and health. Spenta Mainyu represents the principle of augmentation and development in the universe.

ASTROLOGY:   Just as Orobouros is cosmic energy (the serpent) limiting itself (Saturn), Venus is the creative cosmic force multiplying itself in life (its vegetative nature) as a prism splits the light of the sun. Mercury, like Saturn in many respects, is androgynous, and controls the fire of creation, directing it in the creation of the Philosopher’s Stone. Mercury holds the Caduceus, or winged staff with two serpents intertwined around it. The Wings represent sublimation, the serpents the basic forces of creation. There crossing over is the psychic centers, often given as seven in number, here representing the colors in the spectrum, plus white (Venus). Central to the diagram is Sol, which is the cosmic creative forces which unify, enliven, and harmonize creation, and which we can hope to contact. It is central, and directs and controls all of the other planets, psychic centers, or aspects of Cosmic energy.  

Tantric Leanings: 

The Secret Fire is directly linked to the sexual, (i.e. principle and most basic creative forces) in humanity. Here, the relationship between ‘bliss’ ‘ecstasy’ and the erotic impulse can be clearly seen and experienced. The development of a host of ‘sexual yogas’ and ‘sex magic(k)’ practices bear this out to some degree. However, it is the sexual desire in humanity that acts as its basic drive and evolutionary force. It is also suggests that the ability and need for mystical experiences is biologically rooted. Only be ignoring the most basic of pleasures, sex, can we ignore the drive to ecstatic union on some level. The ‘little death’ or petite morte, is a forerunner of the ‘big death’ as we let go and experience divine oblivion.

Sexual power, linked to our innate drive for mystical experiences, is also linked to human evolution, and some kind of predetermined point or state to which we are being directed.

This is a significant point, in that almost all of modern Western societies psychological illnesses are focused around sexual repression and obsession.

If the Secret Fire flows freely, or with greater strength than before, without the proper purification of the Vital Energy of the physical body, it is possible that it will result in what appears to be extreme physical, but more likely psychological illness in the form of schizophrenia and psychosis; instead of psychic gifts, genius, and either transpersonal states, or simply altered states of consciousness. 

“Listen, then while I make known the Grand Arcanum of this wonder-working Stone, which at the same time is not a stone, which exists in every man, and may be found in its own place at all times…. It is called a stone, not because it is like a stone, but only because by virtue of its fixed nature, it resists the action of fire as successfully as any stone….If we say that its nature is spiritual, it would be no more than the truth; if we describe it as corporeal, the expression would be equally correct; for it is subtle, penetrative, glorified, spiritual gold. It is the noblest of all created things…it is a spirit or quintessence.”

"Abundance is strictly a question of spirit" 
          - Hexagram 55 in The Rave I Ching, Ra Uru Hu


M .A. R

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Empath to Ruler Part II

In plain terms, if they can learn to be more guarded or detached, perhaps even sometimes a little emotionally cold, they will make progress; if not, they will continue to flounder until they learn to muster a tougher brand of objectivity. Here, being a ruler implies learning to rule the fortress of self.

In establishing a firm identity for themselves, they will have to learn to identify and fearlessly express what they really believe and feel, sticking to their guns and refusing to vacillate when challenged. Taking responsibility for one’s own feelings and being honest about them will lead to their learning more straightforward approaches to having their feelings acknowledged or honored. Their background is often such that emotional blackmail or manipulation is second nature to them. Here is a pattern that must be dealt with ruthlessly. They tend to seek out people who will nurture them in a motherly fashion. Often, subconsciously, they mother others out of a feeling that they will be mothered in return. This often leads to disappointment and anger when their own needs are not met.

 Part of their life journey may involve channeling their sensitivity into artistic expression. By redirecting it into a physical form and structuring it via the development of a skill or craft, they may be able to operate in more practical terms. Usually, creativity can be both a method of managing feelings and an eloquent form of expression. Understanding will occur by virtue of the fact that creating art can be an act of detachment and objectivity.

  Ultimately, whether in business, the arts, or service, they are promised great career success. Implicit is a focus on the creation of structure, not just within individuals but also in the outer world. Once they have created a firm strong sense of self and determined what they want, they may be unstoppable. Combining their strong intuitive and psychic ability with their tremendous capacity to get things done, those who evolve successfully are sure to make their mark on the world. Though they may never become so ruthless that they strive to rise to the top of the corporate ladder, their projects will always achieve results. They possess a certain financial astuteness, and they will put this talent to good use—once their judgment is no longer clouded by their emotions.

    The best kinds of people for them to spend time with are other strong­-minded, independent people who will strengthen their ego-building process.

And despite becoming stronger in their sense of self, they will still need to find a special someone to whom they can expose their more sensitive side. Thus, the choice of a partner is crucial and particularly difficult since their discrimination in this area is not good. Tending to be ruled by emotion and, in love, falling back into codependency, they will usually make a few disastrous choices before ultimately finding the right partner. More conscious or evolved friends, those who do not judge or take advantage and who understand the wonderfully broad palette of human psychology, are best for them. Ideally, their friends will point out their excesses and encourage these sensitive people to stand up for themselves.

 ~ M .A. R ~

From Empath to Ruler: My Vessel

//55-39: Moodiness <----> 7:the Alpha\\
Develop a philosophy of life. Know that what you feel one moment may change the next. Create a sense of balance and wholeness within yourself and in your environment. Remember to nourish your soul by giving it what it needs.
The joy of a strong sense of self
 Setting boundaries requires knowing and understanding one’s own wants and needs and not confusing them with those of others. Moreover, a psychic boundary can protect against emotional vampires, those who spread their own energies around while drawing energy from others. Cultivating the ability to know when others are infringing on one’s rights or territory and, more than anything else, to say no, is crucial.

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

BrokethaSol: Fixedness

So far out there that no one hears you?
I promise I sort of see you.
I promise I sort my seeing true.
I remember the primitive animal that bites you
in me, that tears the flesh of that soul of yours.
I provoke the higher order in you,
I seduce sacramental conviction in you.
I sometimes forget, that animal in me.
Voracious ferocity that grabs spark and plugs into you
deep and true and lost a'new.
Old archaic blashemous love
of sensory parted and carved into.
I love you
these binary one two types ache with 
each fall of finger punching out
my truth that will change. 
Will fade slow like the gouged monuments I leave
in the corner of that ear and neck of yours.
Sometimes love is the best
kind of love when one rides 
the wave. Taut transitory trysts can transform
sometimes love,
taut from contraction and loosened by
  My sometimes love can wield the monotheistic statique;
the staticity of elasticity,
the frozen wave or the ever balanced wave
of your and my love.
What beauty if it does freeze
and what awesome fear when
one as I is such hedonist of transitoriness
and noncommittal chess-and-checkers
I promise I can sort my seeing of you.
I grip your tendrils and your three or so
hearts and call upon bonding. Bonds of 
promises of my offering.
 Of one two type words,
translinguistic licks of that ear of yours
sometimes love,
and the balance,
and the wave, 
and the infinite,
the infinite wave. 


Thursday, April 4, 2013

A Violet Psychofluid

It is my interpretation that the major quantum mechanical phenomena that we all experience, aside from waking consciousness itself, are dreams and hallucinations. These states, at least in the restricted sense that I am concerned with, occur when the large amounts of various sorts of radiation conveyed into the body via the senses are restricted. Then we see interior images and interior processes that are psychophysical. These processes definitely arise at the quantum mechanical level. It's been shown by John Smythies, Alexander Shulgin, and others that there are quantum mechanical correlates to hallucinogenesis. In other words, if one atom on the molecular ring of an inactive compound is moved, the compound becomes highly active. To me this is a perfect proof of the dynamic linkage at the formative level between quantum mechanically described matter and mind.

Read this universe-shattering article here:

Rewinding Revelationtiontion

Words are not merely symbols.
Words are body.
Are bodily drives, manifest in wave.

Julia Kristeva:
While the symbolic element gives signification its meaning in the strict sense of reference, the semiotic element gives signification meaning in a broader sense.  That is, the semiotic element makes symbols matter; by discharging drive force in symbols, it makes them significant.  Even though the semiotic challenges meaning in the strict sense, meaning in the terms of the symbolic, it gives symbols their meaning for our lives.  Signification makes our lives meaningful, in both senses of meaning--signifying something and having significance--through its symbolic and semiotic elements. 
 The Bridge: The Drive and the Symbol
The Symbol Driven Up and Out The Mouth and The Symbol Itself
The interdependence of the symbolic and semiotic elements of signification guarantees a relationship between language and life, signification and experience; the interdependence between the symbolic and semiotic guarantees a relationship between body (soma) and soul (psyche).

The tones and rhythms of language, the materiality of language, is bodily.   Kristeva's theory addresses the problem of the relationship between language and bodily experience by postulating that, through the semiotic element, bodily drives manifest themselves in language. 

In stead of lamenting what is lost, absent, or impossible in language, Kristeva marvels at this other realm that makes its way into language.  The force of language is living drive force transferred into language.  Signification is like a transfusion of the living body into language.  This is why psychoanalysis can be effective; the analyst can diagnose the active drive force as it is manifest in the client's language.  Language is not cut off from the body.  And, while, for Kristeva, bodily drives involve a type of violence, negation, or force, this process does not merely necessitate sacrifice and loss.  The drives are not sacrificed to signification; rather bodily drives are an essential semiotic element of signification.

LOVE provides the support for fragmented meanings and fragmented subjectivities.  Love provides the support to reconnect words and affects.  She says that "love is something spoken, and it is only that".  Our lives have meaning for us, we have a sense of ourselves, through the narratives which we prepare to tell others about our experience.  

Even if we do not tell our stories, we live our experience through the stories that we construct in order to "tell ourselves" to another, a loved one.  As we wander through our days, an event takes on its significance in the narrative that we construct for an imaginary conversation with a loved one as we are living it.  The living body is a loving body, and the loving body is a speaking body.  Without love we are nothing but walking corpses.  Love is essential to the living body and it is essential in bringing the living body to life in language. 


Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Unleashed Fractal**``~~~~~~>>>>>

The earth  is shifting frequency from 12:60 machine “time is money” domination to 13:20 spiritual/mental “time is art” evolution.