Bodies, bODIES

Now I'm a faggot. 

The journey I've taken in the last five years, the words that have exploded from the mouths of young "male" bodies at me, attached to some broken semblance of sick masculinity. Now I am a faggot.

I was once a dyke. Or, more often, a bitch. Now I am a faggot.

In any instance, I am a body. As much as I want to leave this body, here I am. Present and holding space for those-who-deem-me-faggot's sadness.

These are young bodies, deemed exclusively male-sexed by a limited modern scientific standard. Accepted wholly by most. Unaware of divine vessel diversity. These are called Bio males, cis males. Males. Not Fe-males. Not lesser than, lesser though. From the Rib of broken promises. The double edged sword stuck in its own rock. ( and then there's Queer; I mean Here, we are whatever we want to be.)

Let me paint the young bodies for you:
Testosterone-heavy white faces, pink flesh still so smooth from youth, small eyes crippled, small pits, crushed in a state of self confusion and malcontentedness, wrapped in baggy clothes found in the "Young Men's" department. Small but wanting some false big.
They are Off kilter, born into and abandoned emotionally and spiritually by structures inside but beyond their guardians' houses or their neighborhoods' rules. They are called Young Man from a walking age. They become, secretly and loudly, Abandoned Men.

They yell towards me, in my direction. They do not recognize my masculinity. They sense it, take my two spirited balancing energy, Strong Warrior I am, and always next I feel the pain of the imprisonment of their abandonment. They hurt inside, repelled by their own sickness. They once called me Bitch, Dyke, and today, they call me Faggot.

I see that as a parameter of my growth. I went from Sleeping Boy to Genderqueer Invisible to now Young Warrior Man.

Bodies, bodies.

I do not claim or cling to labels, as loud and compulsive as I whisper again and again, them. These clunky rusted words are for you to understand my body's changes, and my positionality within identity politics. I am a man, a male body born into what appears a XX chromosomal body.

I am not female.
Not female to male.

I'm not going TO anything.
Here I am.
Always have been.
My soul and heart and body are Renaissance masculine of center. And I take some minor adjustments, to be  recognized essentially, for my essence.

To fall back into place, my place, my body.
The needle rewrites the frays of my pained and wounded walking.

The sharpness is so I may become soft; the humble instruments are those I dropped so many years ago.

Bodies, bodies. My body. My male always body. My true aeon body. Beyond male body or female body. True body.

My body is a real and true body.
My body is the Neux body.

And one day it will all be seen and recognized and touched for its truth.







LOVE,

Marval The Sea Rex

T Moon Neux two

I'm not calling you a ghost

Fear is the answer, a powerful phenomenon that is the door and yet shrouds the lock.

To fall to fall to fall to fall to fall to fall at your feet.


So here I am, in the most potent time of my cycle, a moon man.
I am a moon man.
Moon Qing.

It's like I've been awakened,
waking,
still so sleeping.

I am a fiery raging flame of bird. Monolithic flying weapon of peace.

Everywhere I look and Now, I'm surrounded by your embrace.
Oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo oo

How do I relate to fear? "I agree, I agree".

God knows we will never see her face again.
Perfect smiles.

I think separation is okay.
Wholeness is just another word for another word.

I am an empty empty.
Empty as the emptiest empty ever.
Gone gone.
Not like the wind.

Music keeps me smiling in the excruciating crux of fear.
I cant tell the difference between the fear and the pain.
I am the most fearful fear ever. Fearful feary fear.

In the moon man momens;
I am an open porcelain vase
 young and swollen
full of water and my excrements
waiting to excrete

crank the crank
and I am winded
full of the worst

no existential throbbing
just my hands to slap my head
full and empty escape

yeah its been hard to be strong
with all of this going on

but I am disappearing
just as the binary shifts its lie
such truth

I reappear
wilted and worn
trusting
my disappearance

Mutants and the Mechanism

This is what life is built on. 

The whole mechanism

 is built logically, 

and the life,

 lived abstractly.

And then, of course, is the real problem for the collective: It‘s individuality, pure
mutation. Pure mutation operates in a pulse. So we have the cyclical (abstract processes), we have the
fixed patterns (logical processes), and we have the pulse of the individual: it‘s there and it‘s not; it‘s there and it's not.

Now, of course,
the mutation doesn't have to be some kind of grand mutation. That mutation taking
hold is what, within individuality, we call knowing. And the thing to recognize about
knowing is that knowing has an existential appearance. In other words, it literally
comes out of nowhere

It‘s a brake that holds that aspect back from functioning correctly,
because it cannot function, it cannot operate correctly until it KNOWS. Otherwise, it is
uncertain. For somebody like me who is an individual and a knower, in my ordinary
life I say, ―I don't know‖ much more often than I say ―I know. Because this ―I don't
know, is simply that there is no direction.

Because the moment you enter into something correctly,
the knowing is inherent in the system.

In other words, it is correct action, and
through the continuity of the vehicle and the way in which we operate holistically,
this is a healthy and correct thing to do and you're not going to have this dilemma.
But, it becomes so uncomfortable for the not-self that carries individuality, always
pretending that they have made up their mind. This is what happens to individuals.
Individuals become pretend-collective. They pretend that they‘ve actually worked it
out as pattern, or they look back into their own experience. But this has nothing to
do with knowing.

.LOVE.

Mutation: Macro

 

We are a deeply complex
species. It‘s one of the
dilemmas that arises out of
the mutation that's taking
place in the Solar Plexus system,
the way in which we are having a transition in the way our mental system operates; we‘re moving further and further away from this basic, survival foundation. And of course, this is where we go
into very, very risky areas, like the difference between left-minded and right-minded beings. Right-minded beings don't know how to concentrate on their strategic survival; this is the strategic survival zone of the vehicle. It‘s what‘s there to keep us (d'NewAeon) alive.

Neux Wave-Aeon

Emotional beings are here to know the pain and pleasure of need, passion and desire. To be correct when you ratchet, snap, spike, lock, crash and explode. Then it’s not just right for the individual, but for all those that have to deal with that being. Emotional beings are told in any analysis of their design to only trust what you feel. It is important to recognize that the awake emotional being transforms the planet we live on and changes the frequency.

Half the generators are emotional. This is the emotionalization of frustration. It is a thick soup that we can barely get through. All you can do is follow your line of geometry and see where it takes you. It’s one by one. One emotional person at a time coming to grips with what it means to be an emotional being.

 With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility. The filaments lit up inside myself, you, the Other, by the positions of vast armies of neutrinos, both concentrate and dispersed, are each the harbinger of duty and destiny.

Kinesis is the movement of the vessel with the coded filament...the spectrum appears in multiple axes in a vast array of dimensionality, because there is such infinity for movement. The wonder in and of itself is here on the physical-manifest plane, a plane tucked in and out of all other planes, that showcases such majestic architecture for the utter divinity that is inside the vessel, and yet, what the vessel cannot so well comprehend. . .

Each undertaking of one's life as a God. Requires that one takes responsibility for each Filament in the body...to as much knowledge as one's Filament permits. Follow the fractal that is in the core. Even if that fractal lies on the wave of a buckwild oceanic flaming bird.

   

A Child of the Sea

I am an emotional being (defined solar plexus) and the most intense emotional channel according to HD.  My experience from riding this wave has brought me great knowledge about my emotions.  I had the tendency to question myself, over and over and over again. This is when I was in the lowest point of my wave. And this wave showed up in cycles: within the day, the week and/or the month.  The moment I questioned myself, I was in my emotional wave. I was going lower; completely overwhelmed and plunging into darkness.  Every time that low in my wave was showing up, my tendency was to diagnose a depression and questioning: “how come I am not able to heal it, to make it go away?”  Now, I detoxified myself from this
questioning. Now, I let it be. Now, I keep the questioning to the minimum. Now, I experience the wisdom that this state can bring me. Now, I know that this is temporary. I wait for the wave to go up and I am enthusiastic again. All this knowledge helped me release my toxic thought pattern and enhanced my communication with my family and friends into positivity.

lucky7

                       The Seven Hermetic Principles:

I.

Mentalism:  The All is Mind; The Universe is Mental

II.

Correspondence:  As Above, So Below; As Below, So Above

III.

Vibration:  Nothing Rests, Everything Moves

IV.

Polarity:  Everything is Dual, Everything has Polar Opposites.

V.

Rhythm:  Everything has its Tides and Motions, Rhythm Compensates

VI.

Causation (Karma):  Every Cause has its Effect; Every Effect has its Cause. Nothing escapes the Law

VII.

Gender:  Gender is in Everything; Gender manifests on all Planes

Kingly Kinetiqs

"Kinesis is the way to truth."

-S.Stuart

Thee Qingdom

 [Jesus said]: "Let him who seeks not cease until he finds, and when he finds he shall wonder; wondering he shall reign, and reigning shall rest."  

Majesty Moves Me

"Majesty is the kinesiology of God."

the solar plex rev.

"Some consider Indigos to be bizarre. These assertive individuals are born with their spiritual memories intact. Many parents report that their Indigo children regale them with vivid details of past lives or recent encounters with spiritual beings."


All Indigos have clear memories of past lives (although we don’t think of them as ‘past’), sometimes bringing confusion to us as youngsters. If our physical appearance or gender is different, we may remark upon it or even complain about it until our identity settles in at our seventh year. I was born a blonde, blue-eyed Nordic female, but always saw a stranger in the mirror as a child, because ‘my’ hair was supposed to be black and straight, my skin brown, and I was supposed to be a boy! ("That’s not me!" I don’t look like that!" I used to say, to my mother’s bewilderment.) It took me a while to get used to my appearance, gender, and its limitations. I am comfortable with myself, now. Even so, some Indigos cling so tightly to their ‘old’ identity that they may suffer from gender dissonance, and may even get their gender changed.

The Flaming Eyes Flutter

Time and space and consciousness and material form are all a single fluid mechanics in Human Design. In that clockwork flow, measured by the stars and solar system in an ocean of both photons and neutrinos, evolution happens when the earth orbit reaches a precise position in space and time. Evolution randomly mutates to specific deadlines! And late in March 2027...In March 2027...phoenixes. Phoenixes.

"This new awareness cannot operate until the cosmic clock is ready for it. It is there in mythology – the Age of Aquarius, the New Age, The Matrix, X-Men, Harry Potter, Vanilla Sky, we are talking about a disintegration of reality as we know it, and autistic people do not care for our reality because we experience a world of love and connection externally to their bodies. Autism is love, ask my wife, my children, but it is not competence in human terms except in the absurd crap that passes for academic stupor. A new form of INTELLIGENCE gives Rain Man, and me, some abilities that we presume are neo-cortex, because we only know of that."

At times the founder of HD, Ra Uru Hu, has implied even our domestic and industrial garbage is some art form that will nourish some future form of life, and he is very clear that all art is excrement. My reply is that we appear to all be dung beetles!

 

In my latest thread "Reconciling God and Science" in the Spirituality forum I coincidentally touched on the indole molecule in the company of the peptides found in the gut. Indole is a product of putrefaction and also the molecular nucleus for certain hallucinogenic compounds: the Lysergines (LSD); Ibogaine; Dimethyltryptamine (DMT); Psilocybin etc., not to mention the purple dye Tyrian Purple. The peptides found in the gut are essentially the same as the neuropeptides found in the brain.

Tyrian purple. And "Bunk" DNA

The Mind is Not my Authority

Literally,
our inspiration is coming from within us. It isn‘t coming from out there. It‘s coming from within; we store everything. We don't access everything, but we take it all in. It's out of that that comes our possibilities of clarity, of doubt, of thinking.

 

iNDIVIDUATION*

Individuals don't care about many things. 
They care about their thing.

To be in this fractal line of deep individuation, there isn't room to care much for anything else but the self. Even those individuals who are all about universalizing their experience are still doing just that-- still doing what is deeply caught up in their experience. Anything and everything is so deeply tainted by their individuation lens that touching the Other, inevitably, is often downright baffling. And very necessary. For without the Other, the tribals, the individuals, the collective peoples, the fierce individuals wouldn't be. Very simple to me now. In practice it is still so funny, so queer. 

I ruminate, self righteous, egomaniacal tendency(s) of mine, so viscous and thick in my bloodways.

It is really wonderful when the individual, the crux of its own mutation, gets to meet the Other. When mutants touch the Other, be it the tribe, the collective, or another mutant. The touching is nice, inevitable, fuzzy warm. And it goes well along with the change-as-the-only-constant whorl of a biverse-universe we live in. 

Individuals can't care about many things.
They care about their own thing.

Inevitably.

>>M .A. R>>

<+The Heart Girl with a Serpent Is My Name+>

the Serpent doesn’t really sleep, it is we who are asleep to its presence and potential blessing

Alchemy can be seen as a sort of depth psychology. Alchemical symbols function as archetypes and exist within every human being, and that alchemy can have the key to unlocking an understanding of the innermost and unconscious part of the psyche, which is supposed to be the main part of our being (using the analogy with the iceberg, 90% of which is hidden under the sea).


From a 19th C. Alchemical Text

 The mundane Nature-Spirit: (1) pours itself into the Central-Fire of
the earth, (2) starts working in that fire, (3) is bound in mercurial
moisture and liquid form, (4) is impelled to and fro, through the
Archaeum of the Earth, as a saturated wind, (5) is congealed by
Saturn, and (6) is thrown to the ground in front of the Alchemist,
like the true metallic gore (the metal's seed).
The Alchemist: (1) recognizes this as the most valuable treasure on
earth, (2) takes it home joyfully, (3) inserts it into the glass
coffin, (4) binds it with the gaseous Mercury, (5) seals the coffin,
(6) watches the black Raven grow in the putrefaction, (7) is reborn
in the Paradisiacal Kingdom to corporal Diana, and (8) is crowned as
the  Child  of  the  Sun.

"The Human Design System is a reading of your genetic code. The star fields create your shape as you grow and are then born. This shape indicates your essential truths. These essential truths are simple because they are mechanical. What is mechanical in us, the way in which our genes operate, is that the moment we try to interfere with their operation we descend into a life of confusion, chaos, and pain. In the end, they will have their way.We are passengers in these bodies. We are passenger consciousness experiencing the life. Buddha taught that the body is not yours. It is not. Yet at the same time, we are totally dependent on it. That is the tragedy of a sick body. We are totally dependent on our vehicles. To learn how to operate them properly, and it is really to learn how to allow them to operate properly, immediately brings benefits. This is not complex and it will not be in complex language. It is very straightforward and very logical. It is accessible to anyone of any age. Anyone can have access to this knowledge. This is not simply about saying, "Aha, I'm this or that". It is about having the opportunity to do something with knowledge; to be able to act on it. In acting on it, in experimenting with its logic, a remarkable experience of finding and ultimately living one's true life can occur.

All learning, real learning, takes seven years. It takes seven years to change approximately all of the cells in the body. We live in a seven year cycle. The moment that you begin to come to your own nature, the moment that you allow your body to live its life without resistance, you begin a deep process of deconditioning. Seven years later, you emerge, quite literally, as a new being: yourself. It's one of the great jokes that human beings don't get to live out their own lives. It is because of that, that they don't get to live out their own lives; that life seems to be such a difficult experience for them. We know that there is a lot of stuff around about being yourself. It is all fine and good for somebody to stand up and tell you to be yourself, but you have to know who that self is.

Life is a duality. It is revealed through our moralities. There is always going to be this and that. There is always going to be the good and the bad. There is always going to be success and there is always going to be failure. It is the nature of what it is to be human and to live out the spectrum of human experience. " -Ra Uru Hu

64 Codons of the DNA Genetic Code

64 Hexagrams of the I Ching

The basis of kabbalah is that through increasing levels of density, humanity came into its present state of physical incarnation and psychic evolution. Through rituals, exercises, and meditations, the energy latent in creation generally, and the body of the practitioner in particular, can be “awakened”, purified, and directed. This energy can then be used for spiritual development, psychic expansion, or physical health and improvement.

the FOUR elements: 
The Divine mind of God, the Absolute, or in Hebrew the Ain Soph Aur (Limitless Light), through a series of expansions and contractions establishes the boundaries of Creation. The first world is the most subtle, and closest to the original state of non-existence, and is Atzilooth. This is called the world of Fire, because of the lively, undefined, and almost uncontrollable nature of fire. Next is Briah, or the World of Archetypes and forms as our human mind can grasp them. It is symbolized as the World of Air, and is the result as a barrier world that is formed by the creation of the next World, Yetzirah, or Water. This is the highly psychic and emotionally charged world immediately behind the veil of material existence, or Assiah. Also known as the World of Earth, because of the solid, concrete nature of material life.

The purpose of this scheme, is to show that creation occurs in increasingly dense levels of energy-matter, from the most subtle, or Fire, to the most dense, or Earth. Within this context of increasing density, there also arises a series of ten planes or levels of consciousness which combines with energy-matter, known as Sepheroth, or spheres of being. They occur in a pattern of: unity, reflection, polarity, reflection, polarity, unity, reflection, polarity, unity, and finally materialization. This basic idea of unity-polarity-and re-harmonizing, is the basis of kabbalistic and alchemical practices, and is derived from the observation of Nature.

In the mineral realm the dominant energy is that of Earth, a little Water, and very little Air or Fire. In the vegetable realm, the dominant energy is Water and Air, but little Fire and Earth. In the animal realm, the dominant force element is Fire, then Air, but little Earth. These qualities need to be understood as they have been defined for the following information to be of any use to the practicing, or aspiring, Hermeticist. For example, using the above definitions, we can say that the plant realm has an abundance of instinctual energy (Water) and intelligence, i.e. a specific function (Air), but little direct energy (Fire), as this is received passively from the sun; and little hard, physical, matter (Earth).

This original undifferentiated energy from creation is often called in Indian philosophy, and modern occult, and New Age circles, as akasha, or Spirit. However, akasha, consists of two aspects, one active as we have noted, Niter, and the other passive, Salt. The energies of Niter are also referred to as the force of Kundalini, or spiritual forces. In alchemy, this is the Secret Fire. To the Salt, belongs the force of Prana, or Vital Energy. 

This ‘zigzag’ of Creation is called the “Lightning Flash”. The return of energy from dense matter, back through the various stages, Sepherith, and Worlds of Creation is known as the “Path of the Serpent” because of its reverse, or complimentary ‘zigzag’ nature back up this diagram called the Tree of Life.

For the alchemist, somewhere between the third and fourth level, or sphere of creation, energy takes on the characteristic that will allow for the formation of matter at some future state, or level ten. This energy is called Prima Materia, Chaos in the Bible, Spiritus Mundi (Spirit of the Earth), and others. Here, duality is made complete, and genuine polarity exists, as opposed to simple the potential, or idea, of polarity that had existed previously. Energy is divided into active and passive modes, with the active energy constituting the energies of life, and the passive one the energy of matter.

 The effects of the Secret Fire however, and not its re-distributive effects on the Vital Energy, can create the following phenomena:

• Intense pains suggestive of an illness
• Crawling sensations of ants or small bugs over the skin, as well as a ‘jumping’ sensation of the energy
• A feeling of crystal clear calmness and tranquillity, rise from center to center to the top of the head
• Ascending in the famous ‘zigzag’ or Rising Serpent pattern
• The energy can skip a center or two
• The energy can reach the top of the head in a flash of light
• The character attributes of both positive and negative are exaggerated and sexual power is increased.

The wise shall exercise dominion over the stars. As we correct the astrological imbalances (i.e psychic centers or chakras) within ourselves, astrological conditions outside have less of a negative effect on us. We gain dominion over the ‘stellar’ forces and can “make the sun shine in our oratory when we will it so.

For Zoroaster, holiness meant also abundance, growth, and health. Spenta Mainyu represents the principle of augmentation and development in the universe.

ASTROLOGY:   Just as Orobouros is cosmic energy (the serpent) limiting itself (Saturn), Venus is the creative cosmic force multiplying itself in life (its vegetative nature) as a prism splits the light of the sun. Mercury, like Saturn in many respects, is androgynous, and controls the fire of creation, directing it in the creation of the Philosopher’s Stone. Mercury holds the Caduceus, or winged staff with two serpents intertwined around it. The Wings represent sublimation, the serpents the basic forces of creation. There crossing over is the psychic centers, often given as seven in number, here representing the colors in the spectrum, plus white (Venus). Central to the diagram is Sol, which is the cosmic creative forces which unify, enliven, and harmonize creation, and which we can hope to contact. It is central, and directs and controls all of the other planets, psychic centers, or aspects of Cosmic energy.  

Tantric Leanings: 

The Secret Fire is directly linked to the sexual, (i.e. principle and most basic creative forces) in humanity. Here, the relationship between ‘bliss’ ‘ecstasy’ and the erotic impulse can be clearly seen and experienced. The development of a host of ‘sexual yogas’ and ‘sex magic(k)’ practices bear this out to some degree. However, it is the sexual desire in humanity that acts as its basic drive and evolutionary force. It is also suggests that the ability and need for mystical experiences is biologically rooted. Only be ignoring the most basic of pleasures, sex, can we ignore the drive to ecstatic union on some level. The ‘little death’ or petite morte, is a forerunner of the ‘big death’ as we let go and experience divine oblivion.

Sexual power, linked to our innate drive for mystical experiences, is also linked to human evolution, and some kind of predetermined point or state to which we are being directed.

This is a significant point, in that almost all of modern Western societies psychological illnesses are focused around sexual repression and obsession.

If the Secret Fire flows freely, or with greater strength than before, without the proper purification of the Vital Energy of the physical body, it is possible that it will result in what appears to be extreme physical, but more likely psychological illness in the form of schizophrenia and psychosis; instead of psychic gifts, genius, and either transpersonal states, or simply altered states of consciousness. 

“Listen, then while I make known the Grand Arcanum of this wonder-working Stone, which at the same time is not a stone, which exists in every man, and may be found in its own place at all times…. It is called a stone, not because it is like a stone, but only because by virtue of its fixed nature, it resists the action of fire as successfully as any stone….If we say that its nature is spiritual, it would be no more than the truth; if we describe it as corporeal, the expression would be equally correct; for it is subtle, penetrative, glorified, spiritual gold. It is the noblest of all created things…it is a spirit or quintessence.”

"Abundance is strictly a question of spirit" 

          - Hexagram 55 in The Rave I Ching, Ra Uru Hu

Love,

M .A. R

Empath to Ruler Part II

In plain terms, if they can learn to be more guarded or detached, perhaps even sometimes a little emotionally cold, they will make progress; if not, they will continue to flounder until they learn to muster a tougher brand of objectivity. Here, being a ruler implies learning to rule the fortress of self.

In establishing a firm identity for themselves, they will have to learn to identify and fearlessly express what they really believe and feel, sticking to their guns and refusing to vacillate when challenged. Taking responsibility for one’s own feelings and being honest about them will lead to their learning more straightforward approaches to having their feelings acknowledged or honored. Their background is often such that emotional blackmail or manipulation is second nature to them. Here is a pattern that must be dealt with ruthlessly. They tend to seek out people who will nurture them in a motherly fashion. Often, subconsciously, they mother others out of a feeling that they will be mothered in return. This often leads to disappointment and anger when their own needs are not met.

 Part of their life journey may involve channeling their sensitivity into artistic expression. By redirecting it into a physical form and structuring it via the development of a skill or craft, they may be able to operate in more practical terms. Usually, creativity can be both a method of managing feelings and an eloquent form of expression. Understanding will occur by virtue of the fact that creating art can be an act of detachment and objectivity.


  Ultimately, whether in business, the arts, or service, they are promised great career success. Implicit is a focus on the creation of structure, not just within individuals but also in the outer world. Once they have created a firm strong sense of self and determined what they want, they may be unstoppable. Combining their strong intuitive and psychic ability with their tremendous capacity to get things done, those who evolve successfully are sure to make their mark on the world. Though they may never become so ruthless that they strive to rise to the top of the corporate ladder, their projects will always achieve results. They possess a certain financial astuteness, and they will put this talent to good use—once their judgment is no longer clouded by their emotions.

    The best kinds of people for them to spend time with are other strong­-minded, independent people who will strengthen their ego-building process.

And despite becoming stronger in their sense of self, they will still need to find a special someone to whom they can expose their more sensitive side. Thus, the choice of a partner is crucial and particularly difficult since their discrimination in this area is not good. Tending to be ruled by emotion and, in love, falling back into codependency, they will usually make a few disastrous choices before ultimately finding the right partner. More conscious or evolved friends, those who do not judge or take advantage and who understand the wonderfully broad palette of human psychology, are best for them. Ideally, their friends will point out their excesses and encourage these sensitive people to stand up for themselves.

FROM EMPATH TO RULER
 ~ M .A. R ~

www.thesecretlanguageofbirthdays.com

From Empath to Ruler: My Vessel

//55-39: Moodiness <----> 7:the Alpha\\

Suggestion:

Develop a philosophy of life. Know that what you feel one moment may change the next. Create a sense of balance and wholeness within yourself and in your environment. Remember to nourish your soul by giving it what it needs.

Reward:

The joy of a strong sense of self

 Setting boundaries requires knowing and understanding one’s own wants and needs and not confusing them with those of others. Moreover, a psychic boundary can protect against emotional vampires, those who spread their own energies around while drawing energy from others. Cultivating the ability to know when others are infringing on one’s rights or territory and, more than anything else, to say no, is crucial.

Rewinding Revelationtiontion

Words are not merely symbols.

Words are body.

Are bodily drives, manifest in wave.

Julia Kristeva:

While the symbolic element gives signification its meaning in the strict sense of reference, the semiotic element gives signification meaning in a broader sense.  That is, the semiotic element makes symbols matter; by discharging drive force in symbols, it makes them significant.  Even though the semiotic challenges meaning in the strict sense, meaning in the terms of the symbolic, it gives symbols their meaning for our lives.  Signification makes our lives meaningful, in both senses of meaning--signifying something and having significance--through its symbolic and semiotic elements. 

 The Bridge: The Drive and the Symbol

The Symbol Driven Up and Out The Mouth and The Symbol Itself

The interdependence of the symbolic and semiotic elements of signification guarantees a relationship between language and life, signification and experience; the interdependence between the symbolic and semiotic guarantees a relationship between body (soma) and soul (psyche).

The tones and rhythms of language, the materiality of language, is bodily.   Kristeva's theory addresses the problem of the relationship between language and bodily experience by postulating that, through the semiotic element, bodily drives manifest themselves in language. 

In stead of lamenting what is lost, absent, or impossible in language, Kristeva marvels at this other realm that makes its way into language.  The force of language is living drive force transferred into language.  Signification is like a transfusion of the living body into language.  This is why psychoanalysis can be effective; the analyst can diagnose the active drive force as it is manifest in the client's language.  Language is not cut off from the body.  And, while, for Kristeva, bodily drives involve a type of violence, negation, or force, this process does not merely necessitate sacrifice and loss.  The drives are not sacrificed to signification; rather bodily drives are an essential semiotic element of signification.

LOVE provides the support for fragmented meanings and fragmented subjectivities.  Love provides the support to reconnect words and affects.  She says that "love is something spoken, and it is only that".  Our lives have meaning for us, we have a sense of ourselves, through the narratives which we prepare to tell others about our experience.  

Even if we do not tell our stories, we live our experience through the stories that we construct in order to "tell ourselves" to another, a loved one.  As we wander through our days, an event takes on its significance in the narrative that we construct for an imaginary conversation with a loved one as we are living it.  The living body is a loving body, and the loving body is a speaking body.  Without love we are nothing but walking corpses.  Love is essential to the living body and it is essential in bringing the living body to life in language. 

//M.A.R**

Unleashed Fractal**``~~~~~~>>>>>

The earth  is shifting frequency from 12:60 machine “time is money” domination to 13:20 spiritual/mental “time is art” evolution.

Liminal 'Luminations of a Libran

The Mother's Ouroboros swallows his own tail as a pledge to this eternal return. Life arises out of death, just as death is part of life.   

This first full Moon of Spring celebrates the breaking the chains of death as well as of our limitations.

The way to attain freedom is to become conscious of who you are--the good, the bad and the ugly--of what you love, what you desire, what you value, what you want to create and how you plan to serve.   Once you know feel your story, the choices you make will lead you to your destiny. 

Remember that whatever is occurring is timely for our growth and we have the power to choose LOVE in every situation. Every experience is a gift, and how we engage with it is part of our growth. It’s important that we focus on aligning with LOVE, and TRUST what is unfolding. LOVE energy conquers all, no matter what.

 

The Libra Full Moon on March 27 could be the most intense and significant Full Moon in 2013. The winds of change are blowing strong at the Libra Full Moon.  This Full Moon is action packed…

♦ What do you need to release and let go of?

♦ What is complete for you?

♦ What new insights and visions did you receive at the Pisces New Moon?”

 The Libra Full Moon triggers the powerful life-changing Pluto/Uranus square. We need to practice conscious awareness in our lives. Be awake in what we are choosing and doing. Change is the only constant in transitional 2013.

 

Relationships are front and center at the Libra Full Moon. Reinventing relationships is a strong theme.  Old ones may need to be released, as new relationships emerge.

Clean out the closets in your home and in your mind.  Use the Libra Full Moon to clear out the past and to get organized.  In this way, you are sending a powerful message to Creator. You are letting the universe know that you are ready for the new opportunities that are coming into your life.

We are to come from love not fear. We are to release and let go. Our soul knows that the best is yet to come. Make sure you are sleeping, resting and taking time for yourself. These powerful ascension energies raising our vibrations can be exhausting at times. Take a time out when you need it.  Come back re-energized. Get ready for action in April.

  “Nobody else knows your reason for being. You do. Your bliss guides you to it. When you follow your bliss, when you follow your path to joy, your conversation is of joy, your feelings are of joy — you’re right on the path of that which you intended when you came forth into this physical body.  ~ Abraham

 

There, here, alchemy and young children lovers who kiss small toes. Where All comes from, no one knows.   

.LOVE.

*//M.A.R//*